Why Is Biggest Loser Always Playing When I'm Out

I didnt blog yesterday because I finally found us a place to live, insert yay here, meaning we actually have to pack now. 

So that's what I did. 

And it's S's birthday tomorrow, and I've been racking my brain for what to do. 

He said he didnt want a party.

So I'm surprising him with cake that I cant eat and present 1 of 3 tonight, 

and tomorrow we're going to the mountains for the day.

In the evening I have a dance class that will hopefully burn some of the calories I am bound to consume within the next 24 hours, 

and then surprise #2 for him will be Gold Class tickets to see Law Abiding Citizen, 

which he's been excited about for a while.

I hope everyone is well, and staying beautiful and strong.

Video Post One

Aaand that was my first video post. 

Gosh that feels weird.
Is it just me or can you barely hear me over the humming of my proccessor? let me know and i'll fix it!

Now on to the dress.

 

(click on image to enlarge)

It is- A black and white Jeanswest Tuxedo dress, Size UK and AUS 8/US 6.

Condition- New, Never been worn except once in fitting room.

Material- Bodice: 100% Polyester, Skirt:100% Cotton

Will Fit- Anyone who is a size 6 to largeish 8, as the back and waist are stretchy. Not suitable for anyone above a size UK8, as the skirt is very fitted.

Note: If you are wondering why the bodice looks disproportionately large to the skirt, it is because it drapes over the waistband of the skirt. And if you are wondering what 100% polyester feels like, it feels like slightly rough chiffon. And if you are wondering why,god,why did you give me this zit, I cant help you there.The skirt is pure cotton as mentioned but feels smoother that the average t shirt.

Here are some detail shots of the dress.

The one on the left isn't a great picture but serves the purpose of showing the texture of the skirt, and the fact that it has pockets! MASSIVE FEATURE.

Everything I put up here will be 1 piece only, unless custom made. 

So click Buy Now if you know whats good for you!  

Just Dont

Dance class today was extra horrible for some reason. I got ready in a rush so I forgot to pack a shirt. So I did the class in shorts and a sports top. And just being in that room with mirrors all around and all these perfectly toned bodies being reflected.. and there's me, short and pudgy, with hips that never end and legs like stumpy chicken drumsticks.

I hate myself.

it hurts

Video Killed My Noble Intentions

I just recorded a ten minute video post, only to find out i recorded it in the wrong format, making it unviewable after I upload it.

Which makes me very frustrated, because it wasn't easy for me to look at myself on the bloody screen and to talk to noone for ten minutes and I covered some topics that i've been wanting to talk about for a while now.

And it was also meant to be an apology for not updating on Monday, as per my resolution. 

Now it will have to wait until I can record another video blog.

I hope everyone is well.

sometimes when i'm grumpy exhausted after a particularly bad day at work, it'd be nice to see a text on my phone or even, dare I say, a voice message, saying you're thinking of me.

just saying.

Puck You Miss

Just got home from work.

Before I left the store i looked at myself in one of the dressing room mirrors.

Big mistake.

The cellulite on the back of my thighs and my humongous arms just made me 

want to die on the spot.

Sorry, sorry, I know I'm supposed to stop writing about my body issues. 

But it's all that on my mind right now argh.

That and being homeless in two weeks.

Time for a little positivity.

Yesterday I had a casting call at ABC television for a new show that will star Chris Lilley.

If you don't know who Chris Lilley is,

Now you do!

So yeah quite excited about that.

How are YOU doing?